Awaitng Paitentley...

Since the day my lil peanut was born she has always put a smile on my face and filled my heart with love and joy, yet in the back of my head I always feel bad for her not knowing her dad or his family. Rencentley the child support agency had found him and had a court hearing he had then requested for a dna test. Savannah went to lab and got swab she was such a good girl and we await the results but now that I think of it I wonder if it was ment for him to even be apart of her life. After all he did treat her wrong and took off  several times when I told him I would do dna if he was uncertain to ease his mind , hes missed out on the 1st year and a half of her life and makes me wonder will he ever be that father that she needs or just a deadbeat that comes and goes or doesnt know her at all. When the results come back will it change anything or will things remain the same, so many questions ponder my mind as I await for further instructions from the courts. All I ever wanted was for Savannah to know her dad and his family to know her herritage. I patientley await and prey for this all to come to an end to an understanding that I did everything I could for my baby girl. I love her so much I would do anything for her no matter how much it may hurt me in the long run. She is my everything!!!