DNA results have arrived 99.99% I had no doubts other than savannahs father still might not want anything to do with her. Its been about 2 weeks havent heard from him or the courts for child support yet makes me wonder whats taking so long. I strongly believe that savannah has every right to know her family on his side, I hurt deep down inside knowing she may not have the chance I feel the sadness that she may feel one day, for she has done nothing wrong in this situation. It was between two adults one who is being an absent parent and chooses not to be around and if i had the option to change that factor alone then I would ,but this situation is in the lords hands and I just gotta keep my faith in him that things will change. My lil girl means the world to me she gives me the strength to carry on and the courage to stand up for whats right she makes me want to be a better person !! She is getting so big so quickley and is very smart for her age, I have been threw so many trials in life with her that makes us stronger and grows us closer together that I am truely blessed to have her in my life. These trials in life are hard and can be stressful , but i also know it helps grow my faith in are heavenly father for I know he is there and listens to are prayers. Threw patients and guidence i know there will be many more blessings to come.
The other day as I got up and said my prayers I asked to pertect savannah and watch over her to give her strength and keep her from harm. Not to sooner after I had prayed we left and this car was less than an inch from hitting us, the bumper of the car was touching the side of the stroller. I was so furious and scared as the guy didnt even care. My lil girl almost got hit and was in shock she did not wanna let go of me, but she found the courage and strenght to go on threw the day. I had then realized I was truley blessed she was not hit and my faith grew ten times stronger for are heavenly father does listen to are prayers. I then went from being frustrated and mad to being thankful. Shes my life, my world without her my life is incomplete!
Savannah is now 21 pounds her lungs have finaly cleared up for the most part and we are still seeing ear specilists. she loves school especially arts and crafts dont blame her on that lol.. she loves the outdoors she would rather be out in the heat then inside where its cool.. Shes doing well learning ASL as I try and learn myself . She is truely a blessing to have in my life!
My dearest friend Tyrel died July 31 2011, as the news was plastard all over facebook from all are friends I kept telling myself it couldn't be true. We go clear back to Elementry school together such a sweet guy who has always been there for me such a good friend who had such an amazing personality. Its now been 3 days since the accident and yet I still have a hard time dealing with his death as i watch old viedos and look at old photos remembering the good times and remembering him I cry. My dear friend Tyrel may you rest in peace and know that you are always loved and will never be forgoton, you live in each of your friends for you have touched us all in one way or another!!!
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Savannah is now 21 pounds her lungs have finaly cleared up for the most part and we are still seeing ear specilists. she loves school especially arts and crafts dont blame her on that lol.. she loves the outdoors she would rather be out in the heat then inside where its cool.. Shes doing well learning ASL as I try and learn myself . She is truely a blessing to have in my life!
